The reflection. The mirror.

I keep coming back to the idea of being at home in the muddy water, this notion of being ok with uncertainty. Understanding that the most beautiful things come from the murk (people. lotus flowers. Sea monkeys.).

Today, though, I am struggling with the murky depths of my own self. That dark place that is hardest to peer into. The place that is fear-filled and hidden.

I have nothing to offer today. I am trying.